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Focuses: 643; shared with focuses of Darren: 241; shared with Elias, 44; shared with Arkandin 132 in which I am female and 16 in which I am male)(total focuses increased to 1285 fall 07). OEL to me 96; OE part time 183; counterpart 47,583
Rafaela fragmented from:  Rose, Otha, Twylah, Ruburt, Barach and one other as yet unidentified….
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Directing Focus
1. Rapha the Giant , biblical #E
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2. Sri Yukteswar , India, 1855-1936 #E
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3. Fanny Cramer, early 19th century, London, married Jakob Rosenhain/Reg, pianist, daughter of Johann Sebastian Cramer/Bruce, pianist (Beethoven group focus) #E
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4. Julie Watling , fat legs #E
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5. Joe O’Riley , little man in the orchard, Ireland? #E
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6. Imdu, Persia, shared focus with Aisha/Darren, 7 children ~Aisha was favourite concubine (year 13?) #E
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7. ~?~Ancient Australia, 88,000 years ago, shared with Darren #E
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8. ~?~relative of Van Gogh #E
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9. Mary Biddle; shared focus with Ogean and Bjourn, UK #E
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10. (F)Omeetunkaweena, future focus #E
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11. Zhaana #E
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12. Fred Rooney, 1920, Columbia, black #E
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13. Jim Cussons, black shopworker, Florida, early 1900’s , shared focus with Maude Madge Hammer/Maureen, white shop owner) and Annie Barkley/John (black female shop worker) #E
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14. Ashtak, child of Jehepzibah Hepzibaya, focus of Elias, Palestine, 800BC ~female sibling/George #E
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15. ~?~18th century London, shared focus with Jane Roberts #E
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16. (C) Rebecca, New York, current female focus, jewish, has face very similar to Greek focus and other dimensional face, talks alot #E
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17. ~?~ Roman female, time of Boudiccea,
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18. ~?~14th century Portugal, fisherman , shared focus with Darrens family #E
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19. ~?~15th century China, wasn’t very nice , shared focus with Darrens family #E
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20. (F)Randolph, future focus , looked like Gandalph, in a room full of books, long white hair and beard #E
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21. (OD) ~?~Other dimensional focus, four bodies/one body dancing, face of Xenodice the Greek #E
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22. ~?~WWI wounded man , shared focus with Rachel, Rosie, Joy, and Lily Kreidl…Lily was the nurse, we were wounded men #E
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23. ~?~WWI focus, soldier, nephew of Uncle Sidney (22 and 23 may be the same one) #A
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24. (C) ~?~Baghdad, current focus, a soldier, English of Polish descent #E
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25. (C) ~?~Recently died current focus, Palestinian radical, male #E
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26. ~?~The Horseman, unidentified focus #E
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27. (F) ~?~25th century focus, shared focus with Darren , black and white capes and face markings, telepathic ritual #E
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28. ~?~Male child of Nefertiti #E (stillborn at 7 months in official proability line)
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29. ~?~Danish pig farmer, shared focus with Elias #E
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30. ~?~poor American focus, shared with Jeane/Lucille, Anna
Rae ,Jeanne/Anna Rae was my mother #E
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31. Martha Hammond #E
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32. Trish Hoover May, Galveston, 1930’s, prostitute #E
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33. (F) ~?~Future focus (centreguard, someone called Sawyer) #E
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34. ~?~Possibly gay lover of Elias, Conquistador #E
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35. (F) Anu, male, year 3200 , shared focus with counterpart of Ki, and with the child from another galaxy #E
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36. ~?~Sumerian focus, ancient Sumer , female #E
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37. ~?~Amarna, lightbringer/priest counsellor, focus shared with meditation group #E
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38. *147,000 years ago, energy presence at Salitre #E
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39. ~?~13th century, Moorish warriors in Al Andalus, shared focus with Rachel #E
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40. Barbara, white woman in Sof Omar cave Ethiopia , #E
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41. (C) Nambu, current shift aware Dogon focus #E Tuareg Freedom Fighter #A
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42. ~?~Percy Harrison Fawcett’s brother, Amazon explorer, circa 1860-1940. #E
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43. ~?~Early 16th century (Norfolk?) England, shared focus with meditation group , #E
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44. (F) ~?~25th century focus, at Salitre future park, with meditation group . #E
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45.~?~Indian Shell princess, Phillipe park area, Florida, Cabeza de Vaca? #E
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46. ~?~An unpleasant focus in Andalucia, possibly Inquisition period, shared with meditation group, Emily and Rachel , #E
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47. ~?~16th century Chefchaouen, Morocco , #E
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48. ~?~Tretower, Welsh borders, 1500’s , #E
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49. ~?~husband of Elspeth /(Craig), focus of Don, New Orleans, Civil War , #E
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50. ~?~brother of male focus of Omar; Syria, Jordan, and Damascus, 875 BC , #E
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51. ~?~daughter of focus of Emily, Corsica, late 15th century ; on windy hill witnessing a large conflict in the valley below , #E
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52. ~?~sister of female focus of Deane/Leland, Eastern Europe, 19th century , #E
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53. ~?~student of Albrecht Durer, briefly (and counterpart), #E
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54. ~?~South America, shared focus with Darren, called Tchu tchu wahaca Om chakawan , #E
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55. (OD) *Cone other dimensional focus, #E
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56. (C) ~?~Yekuana female current, South America, #E
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57.. (OD)Xenodice, Minoan, #E
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58. ~?~ female cook, had an affair with Balzac/Arkandin, circa 1800-1850, #A
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59. Ohatsu, 1570-1633, Japan, Sengoku Period, group focus, #E
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60: Inisca, wife of Hamatha/Reg, Zion, Utah focus, 900 years ago, female, #A
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61: ~?~Zion, Utah 25,000 years ago, group focus, #A
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62. Princess Hatice, 18th century, Ottoman Tulip Era, group focus, #E
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63: (F) Vinagret, female, 25th century, #A
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64: (F) ~?~23rd century focus with Yaglin; name similar to Vinagret, #A
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65: Joanna Gifford, circa 1357, Yester Castle, mother of William/Bill, #E
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66: ~?~Pyu, Burma focus, #E
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67: ~?~Cirque d’Hiver focus, #E
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68: Sirriah, Easter Island, group focus, 14,000 years ago, #E
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69: (F) Catalina, Alterversity, #A
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70, ~?~Cabo Verde focus, #E
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71: Shoshonire, Meredwen 14,000 years ago, Andwenden, Andalucia, #E
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72. Patricia, Ireland 1920’s, group focus with Ruburt. #A (E?)
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73: Chantalle, France, group focus, married to Pascal/Jim #A (E?)
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74: (F) Rausir, future focus male, #A
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75: (F) Claudia, Future focus, Italy, with KC, #E
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76: (F) Fiji-Ra, future focus 7700’s, shapeshifting, child of Nanaiis, group focus, #A
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77: (OD) Mary Beth Mayfair, Mayfair Witches OD group focus, #E
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78: ~?~Lover of Baltazar (OE Arkandin), Biblical, #E
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79: ~?~Pirate, West Africa, 1700’s, group focus, #A (E?)
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80: ~?~Male, died in priest hole, Harvington Hall, UK, late 1500’s, early 1600’s, #A
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81: ~?~Butler to czar, Romanov #A (E?)
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82: ~?~Grandchild of Marc de Villiers, France, circa 1750, #E
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83: ~?~Mongolian man, with Mary/old woman, and Darren, young girl, #E
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84: ~?~Man drowned on Titanic, wife and 2 children survived, #A (E?)
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85: Lauren, British in Aden, 1947, mother of Molly/ Tippi. #E
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86: Frank, brother of May/Franci, Dover, UL 1875, #A
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87: ~?~Five of Hearts, with Henry Adams/Tisara 1880-1918, #E
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88: ~?~ Belly dancer, Samarkand, Persia, 100AD, with Bill and Tippi, #A (E?)
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89: ~?~ Monte Ne, Arkansas, circa 1900-1920, William Hope Harvey OE/Reg
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90: ~?~ Nun, focus shared with Hildegard von Bingen, 1098-1179, and with Britta, #A
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91: Erich Klossowski(18751949)father of Balthus, the artist, #A
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92: ~?~ male, sword fighting in robes, England 50AD, #E
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93. ~?~ Crete, Minoan period (this dimension), group focus (may be the same as 97) #E
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94. ~?~ Tuareg male focus, know to Charles de Foucauld (DE: Eric/Yuki), Tamanrasset, circa 1858-1916) #A
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95. ~?~ Norway, circa 900AD , shared with Darren #A
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96.(OD) ~?~ Other dimensional focus, Tolkien #A
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97. ~?~ 1600 BC, Wife of Opan, a Crete merchant. Shared focus Akrotiri/Santorini. Wealthy. Opan’s brother, focus of Elias, and his wife Medea/Iona live in Akrotiri. Killed in volcanic eruption that wiped out the area. Xenia/Myranda: (daughter of Opan and Rafaela) spent time with Elias and Iona due to parents travels. She died with her aunt and uncle. (thanks Io) #E
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98. ~?~ circa 700ad time of Tariq bin Zayid (Eric DE~ Jib OE), Gibraltar, group focus, female #A
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99. ~?~ circa time of Lord Byron & Ann Wilmot(Awan) #A
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100. Naomi, MT Shasta OD focus #A
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101: ~?~ Female 1636 North Africa (Berber-Morocco)#A
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102. Anna, mother in law of Dr Zhivago, and wife of focus of Arkandin,
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103. Rodney, California 60’s group focus, overlapping currently alive ~A
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104. Lydia blonde policewoman in London, 30 year old circa 2027 (future/overlapping shared with Iona) #A
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105. ~?~ circa Magellan, shared focus with Emily and Awan #A
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106:  Ingibiorg Finnsdottir, Scotland circa 1000 #A
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107. ~?~ paternal aunt of Walter Harris, Ocsar Wilde group focus, ‘Morocco That Was’ #A
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108.  ~?~ Legend of Salitre, the ‘stranger’ was someone I knew  #E
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109.  Shamhat/Raphaela – Priestess of Inanna who tames the the wild man Enkidu (a
focus of Tracy’s husband?), who was created by the gods as a rival to the
mighty Gilgamesh.  #E (thanks Iona)
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110.  Antonia White (Eirene Botting) 1899-1980  #A
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111.  Bettina Thompson, Edinburgh/London 1920’s  killed by focus of Dville, over an affair with Patel#A
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112.  Anna Austen Lefroy (niece of Jane Austen) 1793~ 1872 #A
113. ~?~ Ancient Kuzhebar
115.  Arbella Stuart
116.  Sophie, born 2136, connected to TimeBridgers,  Daughter is Petunia/Topsy. focus of Sheila  #A
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117.  Lady Elizabeth Howard/Felton
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Observing essence
1. (C) Lou reed #E
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2. (C)
Cesaria Evora #E
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3. (C)
Prince Charles #E
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4. Aubrey Beardsley #E
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5. (C)
Osama bin Laden #E
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6. (C) Ofra Haza #A
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7: Sarah Bowles, Worcester, Mass, Emma O/E. Carter D/E, #E
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8: Russido le Perenz, Barcelona, Salitre, 1400’s, shared with Sansophia/Jan, #A
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9: Caesarion #E
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10. David Rizzio, England 1533 – 1566 , stabbed 57 times, (Mary Queen of Scots, group focus) O/E and at times D/E #A
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11. Sir Henry Maximilian Beerholm, England (Oscar Wilde group focus) #A
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12. Lalla Ult Illi, Tuareg female, Charles de Foucauld group focus #A
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13. ~?~ daughter of Charles de Foucauld #A
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14, Edward Gorey
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15.  Sir Thomes Felton OEL at times directing
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Counterparts
1. Prince Charles #E
2. Nyk #E
3. Albrecht Durer #E
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BALZAC~Arkandin

“I am not deep,” the author once said, “but very wide.”
Balzac/Arkandin
Yesterday for some reason I remembered that a few years ago I had an urge to read Balzac and read La Cousin Bette. I think it’s a clue , especially the mention of the COOK! Arkandin smells of roast dinners and warm bodies, busy kitchen’s, to me, and I am always saying ‘I was the cook!’
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Tracy Marshall (5/12/2007 4:25:22 AM): I was the cook!
brittawynn (5/12/2007 4:25:40 AM): (You always say that, T)
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LA COUSIN BETTE (1846) contained thinly veiled autobiographical elements of the author’s love affairs. In the story a spinster, Cousin Bette, tries to gain revenge for all her disappointments against her family and the beautiful courtesan Valerie Marneffe. The aristocratic Baron Hulot d’Evry, whom Bette had wanted to marry, had married her cousin, Adeline. She also loses her new love, Count Wenceslas Steinbock, to Baron Hulot’s daughter. Valerie seduces Hulot, who has several mistresses, and Steinbock. After some financial troubles Hulot escapes into the slums, where Adeline finds him. Bette falls ill with pneumonia and dies. Hulot continues his affairs with a cook, and finally marries the cook’s apprentice.
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Tracy Marshall (5/13/2007 12:59:17 PM): I went to bed laughing
Tracy Marshall (5/13/2007 12:59:29 PM): about Balzac
arkandin_arkandin (5/13/2007 12:59:35 PM): hahahahhahaha
arkandin_arkandin (5/13/2007 12:59:37 PM):
Tracy Marshall (5/13/2007 12:59:43 PM): ‘I’m very wide’..hahahahah
arkandin_arkandin (5/13/2007 12:59:50 PM): hahahahahaha
arkandin_arkandin (5/13/2007 1:00:03 PM): not very tall hahahaha
Tracy Marshall: can I ask about the cook?
arkandin_arkandin: you may
franci: oh you always ask about that
arkandin_arkandin: hahahha
Tracy Marshall: well, am I a cook Balzac had affair with?
Tracy Marshall: is that why I smell cooking?
arkandin_arkandin: hahahaha
Tracy Marshall: and keep asking about cooks?
arkandin_arkandin: yes
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Frank & May ~ Dover late 1800’s
franci_free: oh have we asked about Frank and May, Tracy?
Like was Eric the teacher?
arkandin_arkandin: And your impressions?
franci_free: we had the impression of Eric being older than us perhaps a tutor, but close
arkandin_arkandin: That is correct
franci_free: and I thought Jib was there too a friend of Franks I thought arkandin_arkandin: your impressions are correct
franci_free: I thought May may have had a crush on him for a while and she adored all of them, Frank and Eric and Jib
arkandin_arkandin: yes a relationship was experienced for a while tjmarshall57: what were their names?
[11:57] franci_free: woohoo good impressioning
[11:57] arkandin_arkandin: hahaha
[11:57] tjmarshall57: excellent F
[11:57] franci_free: hmmm names …
tjmarshall57: edmund farmer Clive barker who are they??!
arkandin_arkandin: I shall offer my hat with names feel free to draw upon these names hahahah
eschraiel: (my ears are buzzing)
eschraiel: is there a Robert?
franci_free: Robert … yes
arkandin_arkandin: yes
franci_free: I sense a Robert
arkandin_arkandin: Robert is one
franci_free: Jib = Robert?
arkandin_arkandin: yes
franci_free: Eric = ?
eschraiel: it’s like you are whispering them Ark
franci_free: William
question mark is not in the hat
franci_free: ahahahah funny
arkandin_arkandin: that is correct Jib
franci_free: is William right?
franci_free: or Evan?
eschraiel: is it Jack?
arkandin_arkandin: William is not, Evan is
arkandin_arkandin: It is Jackie not Jack
franci_free: who is Jackie? Frank’s girlfriend?
arkandin_arkandin: yes
eschraiel: and now we’ll have to find who is Jackie now
tjmarshall57: who is Jackie?
eschraiel: is it Melissa?
arkandin_arkandin: Yes
tjmarshall57: is Jan there to?
arkandin_arkandin: Jan is there Male
franci_free: and Evan was a bit sad, was my impression  I mean, had a sadness about him
arkandin_arkandin: A tendency to be discounting within his choices  you are connecting to his energy
franci_free: well, I felt like I was
eschraiel: and is Jan called George in that focus?
arkandin_arkandin: yes
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ZION UTAH
March 2007

Tracy: I met a baby girl today at Zion Utah who I think was my father 900 years ago…I was kidnapped and always wanted to return and never did…was the baby my father and I was a woman Inisca? He was Hamatha? and was it my dad in this focus who kidnapped me? and Jim was maybe my grandmother Hachoobi? and were the red haired green eyed people much earlier?
arkandin_arkandin: Yes
arkandin_arkandin: you are correct
Tracy: yes to all of that arkandin?
arkandin_arkandin: yes
Tracy: thank you! what would be the time frame on the red haired ones?
arkandin_arkandin: the red haired green eyed people are considerably earlier in timeframe
Tracy: and they merged with the rocks and trees etc, sts?
in a way?
and Inisca connected to them somehow in spirit?
arkandin_arkandin: The mergence that you speak of was not quite as you understand.
Tracy: would you elaborate please?
arkandin_arkandin: What they were aware of is consciousness
arkandin_arkandin: within energy
arkandin_arkandin: they are created by you
Tracy: by me?
arkandin_arkandin: They have their own vibration within energy.
Britta Matthews: (the rocks, trees etc.)
arkandin_arkandin: What was being done at that time is that these people were able to resonate to the frequencies of the rocks and the trees.
Tracy: (thanks B)
arkandin_arkandin: Yes
Tracy: oh yes!
that sounds right!
arkandin_arkandin: They are creating a harmony
Tracy: say, 25,ooo years ago?
Britta Matthews: (got lots of ’em so know how that works )
arkandin_arkandin: that is correct
Tracy: thanks!!
arkandin_arkandin: It would be as you would term in connecting to the earth.
Tracy: I’m finished thank you very much Arkandin
arkandin_arkandin: You are most welcome.
arkandin_arkandin: I may express that there are many individuals who are becoming aware of the energies that surround them within their environment.
Britta Matthews: it’s about time!
arkandin_arkandin: And are connecting to these frequencies
Tracy: do we have a group focus there with the red haired ones?
all of us?
arkandin_arkandin: Yes

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Jim, the perfect host, took me to Zion in Utah today. The line ‘and we remembered Zion’ from the Boney M song kept playing in my head all the way there, and as we got closer, I felt like crying, somewhat strangely. Driving along the side of the river, for some reason I decided to leave an essense/energy/merging thing in the river. I started to get the impression that I had left Zion unwillingly and had always wanted to return.

We stopped for coffee just before we got there, and the first two places we stopped at were closed. The third one was open, and had a patio (although I wasn’t allowed to smoke on it…sigh…ALTHOUGH THANKFULLY SMOKING BANS WILL SOON BE LIFTED AS THE ERA OF MEDICAL SUGGESTIBILTY EXHAUSTS ITSELF), and for some reason I changed my mind three times before deciding which table to sit at. Jim pointed out that a baby girl on the next table was staring at me very intently. She was frowning and didn’t take her eyes off me, and I stared back…..she stared and stared and my eyes filled with tears, and then I realized she was my father from 900 years ago, and she was frowning to make sure it was really me and I had come back. When I remembered, she remembered too, and then she stopped frowning and beamed at me, still staring at me intently, but smiling. I actually cried a bit and had to go to the loo to blow my nose…… and then ate the most delicious pesto quesadilla…

I got the impression that I was a young woman Inisca, who was carted off by a man, a focus of my father in this focus, (who, funnily enough, has also recently visited Utah) never to return (and obviously I made up my mind that I would return …eventually!) The baby girl Ellie was my father Hamatha, and my grandmother was a focus of Jim, named Hachoobi. Emily had a focus of a young girl in the tribe that kidnapped me; she was nice to me and I think she had been kidnapped too.

At the top of the Zion gorge, I started to get impressions of red haired dark reddish skinned green eyed people, but from a much earlier timeframe; very connected to the place itself, so much so that even their colouring was the same as the terrain. They seemed to merge with the place itself, or as Arkandin explains, they were aware of the consciousness of the rocks, trees etc. I did have an impression of harmonic singing, and also of underground lakes…..

I think Inisca felt a connection to these people too, (although she was 900 years ago, and the red haired ones were 25,000 years ago) making her separation from ‘Zion’ (hhhmmm, what was it called before it was named Zion) all the more painful.

Jim and I had a weird time staying focused on the drive back home and had to stop and drink gallons of coffee…….

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Anna Austen Lefroy

Mock Panegyric on a Young Friend

In measured verse I’ll now rehearse
The charms of lovely Anna:
And, first, her mind is unconfined
Like any vast savannah.

Ontario’s lake may fitly speak
Her fancy’s ample bound:
Its circuit may, on strict survey
Five hundred miles be found.

Her wit descends on foes and friends
Like famed Niagara’s fall;
And travellers gaze in wild amaze,
And listen, one and all.

Her judgment sound, thick, black, profound,
Like transatlantic groves,
Dispenses aid, and friendly shade
To all that in it roves.

If thus her mind to be defined
America exhausts,
And all that’s grand in that great land
In similes it costs —

Oh how can I her person try
To image and portray?
How paint the face, the form how trace,
In which those virtues lay?

Another world must be unfurled,
Another language known,
Ere tongue or sound can publish round
Her charms of flesh and bone.

~Jane Austen~